Monday, May 18, 2009 ' 10:08 PM Y
hahas lucky no one stalk me le i m heartbroken ... nvm dont talk abt tat bahs hahas the greatest thing of the world true frens i sont knoe whether i do have them or not but i really want to have them cuz my believe is u can share ur happiness sadness n laughter wif them n problems too : ) hahas today is maths exam the paper so easy lors then after tat jia hao jeramy they all go lan shop but i nvr follow : ) i want to talk to someone so bored these daysss arhhh ... btw to louise r u really stalking me ??? y u noe where i stay??? ... okay okay i m posting now dun angry kay ??? but to sakamoto : u nvr invite me sob sob go change ur blog to invited ppl only ... btw my email is holypolyway@gmail.com pls invite to i m dying to tagg at ur blog hahas relinked
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Saturday, May 16, 2009 ' 4:32 AM Y
arhh i think now erm louise is stalking meeee hahaha i blame all on sakamoto she ask her to try to stalk me ... hahas i wan to talk to someone arhh ... going mad n dam random ... erm now my blog very peaceful but was forced to post something i hate hostory the section b is like quite hard luhs but hope to get at least b3 muhahaha visit often as long as my blog is not dead i will post alot after my exams n my sis in law i crazy abt big bang song at my hse today she listen it for like whole 5 hrs !!! scary!!!
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Friday, May 8, 2009 ' 7:34 AM Y
hello... today i m back to blogging again... i really hate my life i feel like dying i feel so coward 2 days ago i'm outside terri's class again wanting to talk to her again but i feel tat i do not dare to do it... then at recess i wanted to talk to her but as i wanted to go , her frens loraine , casey , hin yin , jade n jady came along and more she is sitting beside my frens i ran out of the canteen to her class then wait for her to come back i waited abt 3 quater of the recess then when she finally came back wif jade is the end of recess. I dont dare to talk to her when she is alone when i finally dare to talk to her she wil be talking to her frens . I am feeling realy weak right now ... i dont noe for how long i can hold this drop of tear i have been keeping ... i really feel likei dont belong to this world anymore ... i really want to talk to her face to face i really do... i cant take it anymore but i dont noe wat to say mabe i should do wat asuka n flora told me to do i dont really noe pls help me i m really confuse i feel like fainting when i see her n i still got one question i have not ask her i really cant take it anymore the more i think abt her the more i feel like crying... do i really belong to this world can someone answer me ??? Okay bye to all ...
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Friday, May 1, 2009 ' 10:32 PM Y
hmmm... i m always merisable forever n ever nvr stop ... after the spam i lose my temper again ... i has been one year since i feel like this i promise my old frens to be happy forever when i m at sec skol but ... i cant do tat i m sorry i feel really emo... i hate myself y cant i be selfish Y Y Y !!! i m not a good fren i sucks really i can nvr be a good fren no matter how hard i tried i jus wan every one in this earth to be happy i will trade my happiness for tat if i can. but i dun think so when i see a stranger or fren tat is sad... i will feel the same too is there is a problem i always think tat i m the one to be blame i cant take all of this my own but i will try n i will live on i m sure of it cuz i promise someone aready... i m real disappoint when terri help the spammer n feel like dying tat time tat is yesterday night until i promise floral tat i will not do any emotic stuff . i hate my life only very little ppl will care abt my feelings i trust everyone n i mean it i really trust everyone except myself i cant believe in myself n trust myself i jus cant... i always believe there i such thing as true love n friendship but if ppl r this selfish there will be none of these at all... i love all my frens i m really feeling like i nvr feel before i feel very emo... i jus cant believe wat terri do to me i m realy heart broken yesterday i cant take it the pain is unbearable
never ending love ....
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