Friday, May 8, 2009 ' 7:34 AM Y
hello... today i m back to blogging again... i really hate my life i feel like dying i feel so coward 2 days ago i'm outside terri's class again wanting to talk to her again but i feel tat i do not dare to do it... then at recess i wanted to talk to her but as i wanted to go , her frens loraine , casey , hin yin , jade n jady came along and more she is sitting beside my frens i ran out of the canteen to her class then wait for her to come back i waited abt 3 quater of the recess then when she finally came back wif jade is the end of recess. I dont dare to talk to her when she is alone when i finally dare to talk to her she wil be talking to her frens . I am feeling realy weak right now ... i dont noe for how long i can hold this drop of tear i have been keeping ... i really feel likei dont belong to this world anymore ... i really want to talk to her face to face i really do... i cant take it anymore but i dont noe wat to say mabe i should do wat asuka n flora told me to do i dont really noe pls help me i m really confuse i feel like fainting when i see her n i still got one question i have not ask her i really cant take it anymore the more i think abt her the more i feel like crying... do i really belong to this world can someone answer me ??? Okay bye to all ...
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