Friday, May 1, 2009 ' 10:32 PM Y
hmmm... i m always merisable forever n ever nvr stop ... after the spam i lose my temper again ... i has been one year since i feel like this i promise my old frens to be happy forever when i m at sec skol but ... i cant do tat i m sorry i feel really emo... i hate myself y cant i be selfish Y Y Y !!! i m not a good fren i sucks really i can nvr be a good fren no matter how hard i tried i jus wan every one in this earth to be happy i will trade my happiness for tat if i can. but i dun think so when i see a stranger or fren tat is sad... i will feel the same too is there is a problem i always think tat i m the one to be blame i cant take all of this my own but i will try n i will live on i m sure of it cuz i promise someone aready... i m real disappoint when terri help the spammer n feel like dying tat time tat is yesterday night until i promise floral tat i will not do any emotic stuff . i hate my life only very little ppl will care abt my feelings i trust everyone n i mean it i really trust everyone except myself i cant believe in myself n trust myself i jus cant... i always believe there i such thing as true love n friendship but if ppl r this selfish there will be none of these at all... i love all my frens i m really feeling like i nvr feel before i feel very emo... i jus cant believe wat terri do to me i m realy heart broken yesterday i cant take it the pain is unbearable
never ending love ....
♥ Hold Me Tight..
